CRUSH

I am writing this topic after going through a blog which said that the person also
had the similar crushes on the celluloid personality.I think that (i Dunno About ladies)
all guys go through the similar experinces in their childhood.
i would like to add that at that time i didn't knew what exactly crush was? Just whereever i have used the word crush... construe it as my desire to like the person and be liked by that person in return(it was innocent and no physical desires involved).

Myself also had a crush ..................... no..no... Many Crushes.
well as far as i remember i had my first crush on MARIE PIERCE.
Many people will say that what a crush you had..... Didn't u had any
other better option.My reply would me a big NO. reason being that
at that time cable network was new and my father was strictly against
the cable network .......saying that children study will be affected(It's
another matter that i never studied that much.).So it was my grand old Doordarshan who aired the GRAND-SLAMS and there i saw my first crush.I still remember how i watched all the news bulletin earnestly to see her(That time she had won a grand slam title).The news came for 2 days and with the same old video footage and i used to admire her 2 sec footage for another whole month. Coming to cable connectionMy mother was much more vocal
about the actual reason.Just imagine one day we were discussing STAR SPORTS
with my pals and my mom just heard the word star, and she started inquiring
what we were discussing and started giving the moral lectures and all
that stuff.It was another matter though that i used to sneak to my friends house to
take sneak-peek when nobody was around.

Later on i had many more crushes.... initially they were the television/movie artist.
Some models in Video albums,some character in some serials.... and all sort of things.
I think that my real CRUSH with real soul(i.e. whom i knew) was my CLASS-TEACHER.
Oh how much i was infatuated......... I think that i was infatuated with till the time I
remained in that school.

My New school brought with me series of first hand crushes..............
It would be inappropriate to discuss them all, but it may suffice here to say that allwere my classmates at that time,but still i cherish them now as
what an innocent little fool i was at that time to have so many crushes simultaneously
and still not have the courage to talk to my crushes.It's even today, i can talk to any living person but not to my CRUSH.

My long lasting cellulid crush has been Aishwarya Rai. but now i think the sheen has worn off.
I don't know why ?maybe Sallu Mian is the reason.

Lastly, right now also i have a major crush on someone in my college for last 2 years but as i have said earlier that i haven't been able to tell her.Every time the newer crush seems to be stronger and last longer than the previous one

NOTE: My recent crush seems to have found her own Crush and seems to be happy about it. I just watch her from the benches and see her walk beside her CRUSH and seems completely oblivious to my inner Feelings/Desires.
I have many intersesting tales to tell about my exploits to woo the lady and maybe sometime when i am in that BAKAR mood iwill do the same